Oh my goodness, you ever have those nites when you get home & the cat is all meowing to shit because she wants food & yr all drunk & can' t open the cat food bag & all you wanna do is listen to Johnny Cash & smoke cigarettes....ugh....
ANYWAY-so when I was 16 I fell totally in love hard with this gorgeous boy except he turned into a crazy alcoholic & drug addict & we dated for 7 years & lived together for almost 4. So, I went for beers with him tonite & it is a crazy ridiculous thing when you are hanging out with someone you love but also someone you would've died for previously who you just KNOW is gonna die while you are still young. Awful.
He was all having weird convulsive fits & the Steve showed up & he just bolted all banshee-like,
ANYWAY-Steve & I had ourselves a nice Valentine's date of drinking beer & talking about beers and Steve dealing with me singing Bon Jovi & Journey too loud. Also, this really drunk man thought I gave him the finger but was wrong because a-Im such a pussy to give someone the finger & b-I have a tattoo on my fuckyou finger so you would totally know if it was me.
AND-this homeless couple asked me for money but I wasn't wearing my coat so I had none but then the lady was like "happy valentines day" & then my heart exploded & I cried all over the friggen place because they are old & should be celebrating V-Day all romanticlike not asking my busted ass for change...ugh, this world is sad.
ANYWAY-so when I was 16 I fell totally in love hard with this gorgeous boy except he turned into a crazy alcoholic & drug addict & we dated for 7 years & lived together for almost 4. So, I went for beers with him tonite & it is a crazy ridiculous thing when you are hanging out with someone you love but also someone you would've died for previously who you just KNOW is gonna die while you are still young. Awful.
He was all having weird convulsive fits & the Steve showed up & he just bolted all banshee-like,
ANYWAY-Steve & I had ourselves a nice Valentine's date of drinking beer & talking about beers and Steve dealing with me singing Bon Jovi & Journey too loud. Also, this really drunk man thought I gave him the finger but was wrong because a-Im such a pussy to give someone the finger & b-I have a tattoo on my fuckyou finger so you would totally know if it was me.
AND-this homeless couple asked me for money but I wasn't wearing my coat so I had none but then the lady was like "happy valentines day" & then my heart exploded & I cried all over the friggen place because they are old & should be celebrating V-Day all romanticlike not asking my busted ass for change...ugh, this world is sad.
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